Friday, September 13, 2013

My Brothers Wedding - Part Three

Sorry this story is so long guys, if you go on my page a lot then you know my passion is writing so please, read on!

Hey Baby I Think I Wanna Marry You...literally though marry me

We are in the car, me, mum, dad, my other older brother Daniel and my long lost friend Cassie. I'm so excited that my brothers getting married but at the same time I'll be glad when the ceremonies over so then it will be done and they'll be no more stressing or worrying!
Ok so we pulled up outside the church and we all scrambled out of the car, trying to look as elegant as we could but completely failing immensely. There are people gathered outside of the church, It's funny because my exact thoughts at the time were "wow they all look like peacocks" for people reading this that have been to a wedding before you'll understand, the women just do not know when to quit I mean C'MON PEOPLE, the hair pieces that are worn to weddings just keep going more and more over the top, like seriously it's like there's some sort of secret competition between all the middle aged women like "who can pull off the biggest hair piece" seriously ladies you look like you've just come out of a zoo with the amount of absurd feathers sticking out of your hair! So we're all stood outside the church talking.. but god knows why because it's freezing and windy, the wedding was August 17th and for some of you reading this and thinking "That's one of the hottest months of the year its summer" you obviously haven't visited Britain because we are of course known for our perfect drizzly weather are we not? So anyways we see Ashleigh (the bride) arrive in a beautiful bently and we all just melt because when she does finally manage to carefully get our of the car with help from her very loving father, she looks absolutely magnificent, a vision of beauty! We all scramble into the church to take our seats and yeeeeah bitches thats right I get front row because I'm immediate family woooop! When I enter my row I see my brother at the front of the church waiting nervously although he tries to hide it, and for a split moment, there is no-one in the church but me and him, and in that moment I don't see the arrogant, cocky, annoying brother of mine, I see the strong and handsome man he has grown and matured into, and that's when I realized that my brother has grown up and he is no longer my stupid older brother but he is a man. Then the moment has gone and I'm back to reality. Everyone is told to stand and the music starts.. thats right everyone the classic music for a traditional wedding.. gangnam style! HA joking.. here comes the bride starts to chime through the organ and here not only comes the bride but come my beautiful new almost sister-in-law, she enters with grace and elegance clutching her fathers arm, in front of her, the people she has grown up with and shared her most sacred memories with, her best friends, the bridesmaids! The glow of the bride fills the room and everyone is sent into slow sighs, sighs of how proud everyone must be of her! Her and my brother lock eyes and the electricity in the room is obvious! God must be uniting my brother and his fiáncé today because the feeling of love in the church is definitely here!
The ceremony went perfectly I won't go into to much detail because writing down every detail might bore some of you, there was one however amusing moment when the hymns began because my uncle's vocals behind me were louder than a baby crying, I used the "baby-crying" example because he quite literally sounded like a whining baby! But YAY my brother and Ashleigh are married and I have a new sister! Things were going just perfectly.. but if you want to find out where things went wrong please continue reading my next post! Thanks guyssss!!!

M x


My Brothers Wedding- Part Two

I hope you are enjoying my take on my brothers wedding, if you're liking the story of this crazy event then please keep reading and if you're on my page for the first time then please go below and read part 1.

Ding Dong The Wedding Beckons

The big day came so quickly.. probably because I didn't get to sleep until 3:15AM !!
I woke up feeling crappy because of the lack of sleep I had had, but it was okay because it was my brothers wedding and nothing was going to put a downer of this day for me, It was 7:30am and I rushed downstaires to wish my almost new sister-in-law Ashleigh good luck, my dad was giving her a lift to the hair dressers to meet the bridesmaids.. I got asked to be a bridesmaid but turned down the offer as 1. I'd probably trip up or do some god awful stunt that would result in not only embarrassment for me but for my whole family and 2. because audiences make me nervous! So anyway I rushed downstairs and wished her luck, I'd of hugged her but I'm quite reserved and a very sarcastic person so that's really not a me thing to do.. unless I'm drunk in which case I become very affectionate! So yeah Ashleigh left and it was about 7:50 which gave me approximately 3 hours to get ready. This should be a breeze I thought... boy was I wrong? Firstly I decided to dye my hair, I needed to as I had roots the size of china.. i have long hair ok! and that was that, after I'd dyed my hair i got straight into the shower to wash off any excess hair dye and remove it from my fore-head and neck.. i can never manage to keep hair dye clean and away form my skin! I applied my fake-tan and did my eyelashes make-up etc. etc. you get the picture.. but then... DING DONG! holy shit I'd completely forgotten, Cassie (an old school friend of mine) was to attend my brothers wedding as I needed a plus one!
So in walks Cassie, she waltzes into my room by this time it's 10:20am and the wedding starts at 11am, Cassie was literally in slacks, she had no make-up on and had a bulging bag over her shoulder, she greeted me with a huge grin looking rather excited! "Cassie the wedding starts in like 40 minutes and we're setting off for the church in about 25 minutes, get ready!!!" I ordered. 

She looked worried but proceeded to get herself ready, I wish I could be as laid back as her, just pacing herself to get ready whilst I was running around like a headless chicken. Cassie then decided she didn't want to wear the dress she'd arrived with in her bag so voluntary decided to rummage through my wardrobe to find herself a dress.. she picked one.. one of the best dresses I own may I just add! She did however look beautiful in this dress. We were now ready! ready for the ceremony, it was 10:50am but trust me that's early for us, we're always late even for our own events..

to find out what happened next please read my next post.. 

Thanks for reading, 

M x


My Brothers Wedding- Part One

well well well.. It's that time again everyone! If you have no idea what i'm talking about then let me elaborate,
that time when we have to reminisce past memories that we really rather wouldn't, although I love my brother and his bride very much and although it was a lovely wedding and a beautiful ceremony, some of the events that happened that day/night will haunt me forever..

Lets start at the beginning shall we,
The night before the wedding
It twas the night before the wedding and all was.. HECTIC, seriously my house was busier than a topshop store would be if they were giving away clothes for free! My mum was rushing around trying to find my brothers hat, when I say hat I mean his army hat, he was getting married in special army gear as he is in the military! My dad was getting more and more frustrated as he couldn't find his wine.. It probably made it worse that me and my sister-in-law-to-be had been guzzling it secretly in my room! Then there was my brother who was supposed to be at his friends house as it's tradition for the bride and groom to sleep in separate accommodation so that they won't see each other the say of the wedding! Ashleigh the bride-to-be was stressing about last minute things like if the cake was going to be transported safely to the reception or if there would be enough champagne for the guests or if the guests would even show up for that matter!!! I was worrying about the most important things obviously like if I would have enough time to dye my hair in the early morning or if I should fake tan then or in the morning! Finally at around half 11pm at night everyone was a bit more calm and ready to settle down and relax for the night but NO my ever-so-smart brother announced right at the last minute before he left for his friends house that he'd promised the minister that he would print out 30 leaflets of the two hymns that would be sung in the church, he then told me and his bride-to-be that we would have to quickly do them on my laptop and print them out so they would be ready for the morning! Me and Ashleigh couldn't believe it but we couldn't ignore it either so whilst he swanned off willy-nilly without a care in the world to his friends house, me and ashleigh trudged upstairs and started copy and pasting the hymns to a nice leaflet template in Microsoft word, we started printing the 30 leaflets off and sat on my bed to reminisce about memories and laugh at all the things her and jake (my brother) had been through in the past 3 years they'd been together, we did this over nice mugs of rosé wine, we had mugs as we couldn't find the wine glasses! Only 7 of the leaflets had printed when the printer had come to a stop, we spent about 2 hours trying to fix it until we realized it had run out of bloody ink! Bad news was we had no more ink cartridges left, brilliant! It was now just about to turn 3am and we hadn't made any progress whats so ever, my father encouraged us to give up and get some sleep because the minister would have the hymns in the church already and it wouldn't be any bother. So we decided to go to sleep.. I guess I was just going to have to do my fake tan in the morning then!

to read more about the wedding go to my next post -My Brothers Wedding- Part Two-

Thanks for reading..

M x


Time Flies...

Hey guys,

This is a quick update from me saying SORRY! I'm sorry I haven't been posting recently.. well at all for such a long time, I know no-ones probably really that arsed because my blog sucks at the moment but please stay tuned, comment, like, share and even get in touch because it's always nice to chat to new people my e-mail is so please send me and e-mail or something!

The reason I haven't been blogging very much is I've just had so so much on, It was my brothers wedding (which I'll be making a post about.. maybe even later tonight) then I went to Austria on a family vacation WOOO! (I'll also be making a post about this so stay tuned) Then like a few days after I came home I started college, now I dropped out of college last year after I turned 17 because silly me, I thought yeah I'm gonna be inspired by all the successful that dropped out of school and made there lives amazing! Unfortunately I'm just not a creatively motivated and pretty much went down hill.. so sometimes the choices we make aren't always the best! So yeah I'll be 18 on November the 5th (YEAH THATS RIGHT BITCHES BONFIRE NIGHT) and I'm at college with the year below, It's going pretty well I'll keep you updated with more posts on that in the future!

So yeah these are the distractions that have been keeping my from my beautiful online community!

Ok well thanks for reading guys and remember the like and comment with your opinions!!

M x

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Always Pursue What You Love Most

See the thing is, when I was 16 and finished high school I was so excited to start college, it would be at the same school, but better, I was really looking forward to it, unfortunately when I started it was nothing how I'd imagined, I got sooo depressed and I was literally trying to make myself ill so I wouldn't have to go, I had so much homework but on top of that things were really bad at home with family, we had so many deaths in the family and then we just kept getting in to more debt and I don't know but something changed in me, It's like the exact moment I matured and thought to myself, well actually life isn't about having so much fun and going to college and uni and making my life exciting and perfect, I thought it's about working extremely hard and being able to supply enough money to pay your bills, mortgage and any debts you may have, It's about never stopping until you're secure, well I think that's what made me depressed you know? The fact everything bad in mine and my families life was dawning on me, it was so hard to come to terms with and very unfortunately I became so ill and so upset that I dropped out of college in the middle of November and at the time I thought of it as a positive thing, I thought I'd have 50% less stress, I could help out around the house and get a job to get extra money in... It didn't quite turn out that way but I still think of it as a positive thing, I feel like I've been on some journey and now I have found out more about myself, From being independent I have found so many new things about myself. I know I'm going to be a writer for 1 point, It's my absolute passion and even if people doubted me I wouldn't care because I love doing it and you should always pursue what you love most! So now I'm starting college again, I'm hopefully going to get some good A-Levels and go on to University then I'll go on to pursuing my dreams!! I'm so nervous for college but that doesn't matter because even if you're afraid, you should never give up on what you want to do! Thanks for reading guys I didn't realize this was going to be such a monster post!! Thanks for reading a little of my story, keep checking out my blog for more!!! X

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Add a little class

Hey guys, this is yet another appreciation post, this time towards music, where would we be without music? I'd like to give an amazing shout out to classic music, la vie en rose by louis armstrong, who can beat the classics, the elegant string of instruments that go into all the music we love, frank sinatra, nat king cole, these were and still are legends for making the most beautiful music on this planet, we should really appreciate these people and the history of the things we love. I can imagine nothing better than to relax and listen to the beautiful, calming, low, vibrant tones that come from frank sinatra or the deep, soulful, rustic class that comes from louis armstrong and nat king cole, I get butterflies imagining and picturing how beautiful it would be at a young lovers or long lost lovers wedding, dancing in the night to "when I fall in love" or "la vie en rose" or many, many more, I imagine them getting lost in each other, dancing endlessly, falling in love, that is to me the perfect description of these artists and this genre of music, it's music like this that you fall in love with, the lyrics, the tone, everything about it makes you feel content. Sorry I've been rambling nonsense, that's what happens when your dream is to be a writer, you can't stop creating scenarios and different situations! Thanks for reading guys -^.^-

You are worth it

I've dedicated this post to those of you out there who are feeling down at the moment, where ever you are you should know you ARE worth it, I know this sounds kinda cringey but honestly no matter whats getting you down at the moment, it will always get better! whether you are struggling with money debt situations, dealing with a loss in the family or friends or just depressed about life in general, it honestly does always get better, and if you're still feeling down after a long time it's because you haven't been talking to the right people or because you haven't been honest with yourself about how you've been feeling so it's just building up, but honestly please have a little faith because you can really do anything you set your mind to. I know that sounds cliche and literally UN-believable.. well.. IT IS TRUE, if you put the right amount of passion, determination and effort into something, you will do great things! So have a little patience and deal with your problems face on and once you've looked at it from a birds eye perspective then you can start to work out what will make you happy, and once you know how to reach your goal of happiness, then you can go on to pursuing it! Be happy, Smile more, Have more optimism and remember it's okay to cry and be upset once in a while, but not all the time! Thanks for reading my post guys!

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Respect where the things you love come from

I'd just like to make a quick post to show my appreciation towards Hayao Miyazaki and Studio Ghibli for making such amazing, imaginative anime creations. Their movies are by far the best things on this Earth, the amount of precise detail that goes into these anime productions is absolutely fantastic. I'd like to make a HUGE shout-out to film4 for showing studio ghibli movies everyday at 11am to celebrate these wonderful creations. I love that other people notice and want to share the glory that is anime. Hayao Miyazaki you are wonderful and keep doing what you do! Can you imagine how amazing your life would be if you had Hayao's imagination, you could literally make any situation brilliant by creating your own take on it. Thanks for checking out my blog guys, See you!

21 facts about me

1. I am a natural brunette

2. My favorite actor of all time is Michael Caine, he is just fab and I admire him so much

3. I have been told more than 50 times that I'm the most sarcastic person people have ever met, but they said its a good thing because it's a funny/dry sarcastic

4. I want to be a writer when I'm older, In fact I AM going to be a writer

5. I am English

6. Both of my parents are British but that didn't stop me from being bullied all through school being called a 'chink' because I have quite oriental eyes, doesn't bother me anymore though because I love my eyes

7. Reading books is probably my favorite thing to do, It's such an escape for me.

8. I'm 17 and I turn 18 on bonfire night this year

9. My dream is to travel the world, cliche I know but why not try and see it all?

10. I genuinely believe I'm older in my head for my age, like I dislike most people my age because they are SO immature

11. My Grandma is my inspiration, she has always helped everyone around her and she's just generally one of the kindest people on this earth and I'd love to be just like her

12. I've been so lucky in the pet department, I've had kittens, puppies, rabbits, a tortoise.. etc

13. I have so much respect for the movie industry, Directors, Screen Writers, Actors and Actresses, I think what they do is honestly inspirational and every single one of them deserves so much greatness because they bring so much happiness to many many people.

14. Being called a 'chink' and made fun of for looking Chinese is probably one of the best things that ever happened to me because that inspired me to look into the Chinese and Japanese culture and it has by far taught me the best things about myself, I now love the Chinese and Japanese more than probably anything in this world.

15. I'm currently trying to learn Chinese Simplified and Japanese.. emphasis on the 'TRYING'

16. I'm  17 year old girl and I am still really into Pokemon, I am just obsessed with it and just love everything about it, that also brings me to say that I have so much respect for the Pokemon Company and Nintendo, what they do is simply amazing, I don't think we realize how much work goes into it and we should really start to appreciate the people behind these glorious creations.

17. For more than a year I cried for the people that were found dead in The Aaokigahara Forest, I literally wanted to dedicate my life to move down there and try to convince people wanting to commit suicide that there was hope for them.

18. I feel like most of the time I'm waiting for something amazing to happen but it never does, I realize when you want something good to happen you have to MAKE it happen, but sometimes I just don't make that 100% effort, I sometimes don't have the dedication.

19. "8 out of 10 cats and Would I lie to you" are probably my favorite programs of 2013.

20. Harry Enfield, Paul White House, Bob Mortimer, Vic Reeves, Norman Wisdom, Eric Morcambe, Ernie Wise, Alexander Armstrong, Ben Miller and Shaun Lock are in my personal opinion the funniest comics of all time and I LOVE them.

21. Dads Army was the best program of all time.


Hello, Bonjour, Hola, Hallo

This post is a hello and welcome to any amazing person who maybe reading this. I've stated you're amazing because you must have come onto MY blog to read this, so yeah that automatically makes you a pretty awesome person. I'm British so I probably shouldn't be using the word 'awesome' but who cares? not me!
By reading what I've written so far I imagine you probably think I'm some annoying obnoxious teen who has created a little blog to moan or gloat about my life.. well if you were thinking that then STOP, I may type a tad immaturely and seem annoying but really I'm one of these people that has SO much to tell but no-one to talk to, so I've created this blog to explain what I'm thinking, hence the name 'think meg' I'll be doing all sorts, I'm not really a specific topic kinda girl, oh yeah I'm a girl if I didn't already explain that before, but as I was saying I like to indulge in all-kinds of subjects, recent news stories, reviews on products, discussing celebrities, different cultures, travel, etc. its going to be crazy so if you have any thoughts or opinions about what I say please discuss and this blog could be a really positive thing for not only me but many of you. I may be able to help you, give some sort of advice, seriously I'm good with helping people and I enjoy it so yeah. See you all around!
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